visual.

yup. just visuals. song first.

"Im gonna strut my stuff. Just you wait..."

bateren renkon tomato max

when there's a parting, then there's a next meet.

it's my 21st day of being the lone ranger. :)
going through life at the same place, the same house, the same streets, the same restauraunts..but in a different way.
its kind of like living 21 days of new life. i've met people never imagined of meeting. like mr. ujang who taught me everything about t-shirts. i met wai yen, at usj 12 court, and turns out it was his last day in malaysia. he was setting off to australia the next day. i met dad's old housemate in uni, who clearly had forgotten my dad, and he wasnt hiding it, "sapa aa? tk ingtlah." after that statement, he asked directions and walked away.

funny how things went around here at home.
i drove. thats another thing. i drove everywhere. and surprisingly i drove to, nostalgic places. coincidently.
alamanda, kota damansara, usj 12 court, and school.
enough to retap all memories locked and stored in my head.

well last night, was a meet to be remembered. nothing fancy but we were back, not all of us, just a small portion. but that small portion was enough. we talked, laughed, pondered old memories, and shared new ones.
for the first time, i wasn't jealous of the experience they went through. i wasn't putting on a deaf ear. i wasn't the fake listener. for once, i wasn't selfish. it was fun again to hear stories from a friend, to hear their voices of laughter.

but this time, this meet, we were all different, we were all grown up. i kno its a bold statement to say, that we have all grown up. but i think we really are. being able to live life without old friends but still keeping them for emegencies. some had new things added in their lives. some were just the same. :)

before last night's meet. before last night. i had my hopes died down. plans to meet were just, plans. no hopes, just plans. it's because it usually doesnt end up how i hoped it would. so having a plan, and not hoping it would turn out right was a habit i had developed.
um. i hate partings. i hate leaving stuff im used too.
but..
i realised with partings, comes new meets.
:) so its ok.

hmm..i'm gonna write another post tomorrow. not sure if it's gonna be a long one or a short one. but there's gonna be a post for sure.

i'm just typing stuff that went through my mind a while ago. while watching "sexy voice and robo", surprising how fictionous stories could make us realise things. small details that we had let pass by.
i guess im gonna let this post hang here.
i have no plans to end it the right way.

:) bateren renkon tomato maaa----aaaaaxxxxx!!!!!!!!!

love a tree

mye: awww ma. serious ke? thnk u!! *smiles.wide one*
percentage of wanting to change colours: 98%

ejat: Bodo lah nko ma. thnk u thnk u.*muka mcm hairan begitu* u must really miss us kan?. *then cheeky one sided smile*
percentage of wanting to change colours: 68%

jannah: hah? apsal nih? arma ke nih? *pandang slack*then some mocking. then once i hand it over baru thnk u. *blur face/smile tk kena*
percentage of wanting to change colours: 80%

snowman: WAaah! Reaaallyy??!! thnks ma! *bear/yeti smiles*
percentage of wanting to change colours: he goes with the flow.

~ a bet i made to myself. sort of like human studies.

:)
i shall explain when it happens..and i shall tell the scores : (?/4)
for now dont ask.

baisers de la vie

~log on~

"kissing life"

Okay. another short one, cause i got this feeling theres gonna be lightning pretty soon.

I guess everything is going fine. yah just fine. besides the scare i got mase so call hilang phone haha. ezat u know what im talking about. BUT, although the phones ok..theres one more thing u guys need to know..i lost my specs too...shitty shitty stuff yah?

I mean if it was when we all was back home, i would had laughed.haha. kan?. i just realised that with u guys around things seemed to be fine. i dont know if u guys realized, but i do think so..

If zu ejat jannah mye nazir and sabree was here it would have been easier. i guess.
(no offense to the others, these guys has just been there when they need to be there, its just the case of right timing. i still appreaciate all of you),

Well sumtimes i just need u people back here. maybelah.

P/s: Big special thnks to ZU for being there, although not the same way as u used to, this will do for now, and a big special thnks to buddy JO for talks we had yah? not much, but usually comforting(i mule practice pop lock balik.haaha).

AND ALIA IS COMING HOME ON THE 23RD. reminderlah. :)
and sorry, i dont have the time and mood to right long pieces lagi. but soon, soon. :P

~ off ~

Deadliest smoooch.

Deadliest smooch.

Dance the disco kid
lets bring the beat up,lets pump it up
sugar your just to hard to resist
precious precious ur one i cant help to notice
u take me to odd places
i show u new faces
~
babe lets pause.
i cant get enough of ur lip gloss~
babe lets pause.
dont force it, remember ur the one who caused it

lets not toast for the moment
i would like to remain sober
lets just wait and see what happens
and see how do we do it proper.
~
babe lets pause.
i cant get enough of ur lip gloss~
babe lets pause.
dont force it, remember ur the one who caused it.
~
babe lets wait till sunset arrives,
so in the meantime lets keep things alive.