Thursday, December 17, 2009
Cotemplating Antagonism
I'm holding it in, really really hard. But just in case I cannot hold back any longer, please forgive me..
Amin.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Hot Pursuit
on hot pursuit
to get my mind off silly hopes
on hot pursuit
to get my head out of this rope
obsessions
taking me over
directions
smeared on my paper
I've got to
take my mind of that silent handphone
and get full control
of this sleeper hold
kamikaze this sucka down
and have no regrets
victory must be found
in this struggle
i wont persist to juggle
now watch the crumble
the beauty in the fumble
i have set my eyes on you.
on hot pursuit
to get my mind off silly hopes
on hot pursuit
to get my head out of this rope
possession
blinds our whole vision
directions
strays from our mission
i've got to
take my mind off that offline status
ignore the haters
cause I'm now on baddest
shitty behavior
so take a step back
breath in and relax
take a sip of my poison potion hunny
u can be my bonnie
now it seems all funny
cause i have seen the worst of u.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Note 1
Breathing.
And well alive.
Allah has given you and me what were in the past, what are now, and what will be.
Allah has blessed us with the opportunity.
Opportunities really.
To make the best of our life.
To be the greatest person, and humblest humble.
You and me.
We are lucky.
We are born in the Ummah, following the great Imam.
Making our way holding the words of our Creator.
There is no loss by that, just gains, and more.
So why question?
You and me, witnesses.
Of questions after questions.
merely not just by words.
But by actions.
More actions.
For once.
Think.
Deeper.
And longer.
There is no doubt.
Our soul longs for the highest blessing.
The only true.
With it.
We are complete.
It.
Is.
Our.
Ad-din.
Insya'Allah.
Only then.
We are free.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
good
Sunday, December 6, 2009
life is life laa...why so hard is it?
funny how life works...it's even funnier how we work our life.
life is a gamble. but it's not a lottery.
life can be simple. but it doesn't mean it's easy.
life can be cruel. we still find blessings in it.
life is beautiful. with scars on it.
life can be a loss. there's always a new.
life is a fool. it is also a learning.
life can cost life. beacuse it's costly.
life is life. when you live it.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
cuz i cant hardly breath
with ur presence around my back
feet dangling from my neck
u feed the thoughts i hav from right behind my head
go ahead take a spoonful
no point anymore
neptune craash the waves towards
the castle
im trapped in the dungeon
no word was out to mention
my detention
was based on no real sanction
they created a whole new dimension
where rules were meant to broken
and the truth could not spoken
partake in this mass destruction
this devil festivity
go ahead join the army
instead of peace they create an orgy
sex is a bullet on a lady
and wine is the blood from her family
hearts break
but wait theres more to take
theyre after u for fun's sake
fake
ur death and wish the best
they dont recognize the flesh amongst the dead
may u have a chance to lay upon ur bed
for now everyday ur wearing red
amongst the whites
ur a target in the light
i suggest u move in the night
neptune craash the waves towards
the castle
im trapped in the dungeon
no word was out to mention
my detention
was based on no real sanction
they created a whole new dimension
where rules were meant to broken
and the truth could not spoken
Friday, November 6, 2009
Compressed.
Things like,
trying to grasp for air, but left with inhaling smoke.
or experiencing a drive, yet always seeing the same view.
Deserts and oceans, both different lands, but the same endless stretch.
Mission to understand
20/20 vision, but still sand is felt in the eye.
Sand in the ears, but none in the mouth.
Maybe sugar instead.
Mirror questions facial traits, result, melts the ego and thickens walls.
Play the cocky leopard as a defense mechanism.
Mission to understand,
but my knowledge is as wide as the surface of a tiny drop of a single tear compared to the universe.
So how can things be understood.
leave it be.
Let it be.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Ez : Hello, Rumah, Cerita aku tk brapa jadi ah.
Iq : Hello. hello? hello. ah ah. Kolej ah, ah? Sihat Alhamdulillah.
Na : Hello, um? kat rumah, Um? Ok. kenapa?
Al: Hello? hah, Kat Kolej lah um? um? Oh sihat. Kenapa?
Am : Helloo, Kat rumah. eh. Kat kolej. ahah. Hm? skarang pkul 8. Hm? Oh Sihat apsal?
Sy : ******
Sa : ******
****** overseas
take the fall
draw maps on the sand
he dont know wat shes into
so let him understand
he'll bring her heaven home
frequent snacks at d.o.m.e
oh dont care wat his in for
just leave him there to roam
IF
she dont think theyre cool
his better to be safe then drool
just like a fool
or stand like a tool
right there by the pool
Yes
he brought her lunch
he felt she were hungry he had a hunch
he took a plunge
not afraid to take that punch
oh i know
that she's putting herself , right on the front shelf
eventhough his no romeo
does he got the right words? or its all been heard.
ouch, (cool, right, man )
they took the fall
they took the fall
they took the fall
teach him right from wrong
for now its like a song
but being nice sure has its price
he aint keeping it that long
walking through the town
wiping off his frown
stay a jerk, it has its perks
always better then the clown
IF
she dont think theyre hot
tell him in the corner of that parking lot
sure hurts the heart
but every little letter spoken plays a part
So
u dont click like locks
impossible for paper to turn to rocks
oh dont be shocked
this is the game of luck
oh i bet
that his hands on the trigger, and she's feeling the pressure
eventhough shes no juliet
is she like treasure? or things aint getting better?
ouch, (cool, right, man )
they took the fall
they took the fall
they took the fall
Friday, October 30, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Uncertainty in life, Absolute certainty in death.
What was written on my mothers womb?
What was written for me?
What is my career?
Who are my friends?
Who will turn their backs?
Who will hurt me?
Who will stay with me?
Who is the spouse?
Am i rich?
Am i poor?
Will i succeed?
When is success?
When will i die?
How will i die?
Why did i die?
Certain.
I will die.
I think it's beautiful how this is crafted.
the only certain thing about life is that we will die.
This, everyone is assured of.
Choose to ignore it, or choose to embrace it.
Death is still there for you.
The ultimate commitment.
I am learning to lower my gaze.
Hard as it is.
Damn hard.
Definitely worth a try.
Before death comes visiting.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Kau yang punya
tiada yg lagi tenang dari ini
kerna sentiasa ku cari cari
sebab keraguan diriku menari nari
dan kini aku hindari segala apa yg tak disenangi
berhenti berlari
lihat kanan dan kiri
sblum ku dilanggar nnti
mati
lagi susah kerna ku tk ckup ilmu di dada
di dunia asyik berdansa
di tempat gelap
memanglah sedap
tp apa yg tetap
dosa tetap dosa tk kira umur kau brapa
minum sentiasa di tangan
tuang lagi ku habiskan
perempuan di kiri kanan
dtg lagi ku habiskan
duit hanya permainan
beri lagi ku habiskan
semua peluang ku habiskan
skarang nyawa nyawa ikan
badan berat tp kurus
masih sesat di jalan lurus
komunikasi terputus
3 talian hayat masing2 sudah pupus
skarang aku seorang
kopi di tangan
minda ku berperang
walau tenang di luaran
jika kau perasan
tangan kanan pegang kopi
tangan kiri sorok tepi kaki
menggigil pegang janji
Jangan kau bimbang sayang
di mana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang
ku tetap
kau yang punya
Friday, October 9, 2009
Not many of us don't know what we recite. So now you know.
The Fatiha
Bismillaah ar-Rahman ar-Raheem
Al hamdu lillaahi rabbil 'alameen
Ar-Rahman ar-Raheem Maaliki yaumid Deen
Iyyaaka na'abudu wa iyyaaka nasta'een
Ihdinas siraatal mustaqeem
Siraatal ladheena an 'amta' alaihim
Ghairil maghduubi' alaihim waladaaleen
Aameen
In the name of God, the infinitely Compassionate and Merciful.
Praise be to God, Lord of all the worlds.
The Compassionate, the Merciful. Ruler on the Day of Reckoning.
You alone do we worship, and You alone do we ask for help.
Guide us on the straight path,
the path of those who have received your grace;
not the path of those who have brought down wrath, nor of those who wander astray.
Amen.
Translated by Kabir Helminski
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Lela has the freakin urge to say:
The others are all boys.
Pathetic little boys.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
The Wake Up.
Just for the thought. Thoughts.
************************************************
He finishes his duties for the day, and prepares himself for bed. Making the bed proper while staring into infinity.
Infinity is tomorrow.
tomorrow is today.
today is .. crap.
tidurlah.
merepek sahaja awak.
4:10 A.M.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Not Peter Pans After All
That, i honestly, do not know.
But what i do know is that something is happening to us, changing the way we see things, deepening our sense of perception, increasing the flavor of life. Apparently, from our conversations, it seems that there are different ways of experiencing this. we may find ourselves morphing into a warped version of our fathers, we may find ourselves too busy, feeling tired of thinking, or just plain shocked of all these new things we are seeing. Were we blind before when we didn't see all these? Were we not intelligent enough to be realistic?
But i'll tell you what i'll do. i'm gonna stop worrying. and start doing. just for the fun of it. Que sera sera. Carpe diem. This is my opinion, my voice. Tell me if you think this is stupid. i welcome any thoughts telling me i'm being stupid and childish. All because i wish i was. Is it true? Are we all, in one way or another, (for lack of a better word), mellow now?
and yeah, this is my first post. for all of you wondering, this is me.
Amin.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
"Asshole.", he heard.
"Sorry sorry! Aku, I didn't notice." he said.
"Takpa its ok." he heard. His eyes were still on his burning palms.
"Still an asshole." She said.
"I'm really really sorry!" he apologized again. this time lifting up his head slowly.
"Yah yah no problem. ahah." She said.
"Apologies not taken" he heard.
"EH! excuse me, If your not willing to accept the apology, then don't say your ok with it lah! Perempuan memang suka give out white lies eh? Tipu sunat? so org tk sakit hati? bodoh ah semua tu! kalau you don't like something, say it. Not everyone devotes their life to be with noble you.." He was furious, spitting lava to the air.
He looks up, and there she was staring at him.
"Weirdo. I think his head gone cuckoo.. aaah i know this one patah hati, 100% sure." He heard it again. but this time with a twist. Hijab girl's lips weren't moving.
at this instance he's mind was only thinking of one word.
"woh." Hijab girl, surprised.
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Heartbreak boy: Ok ok ok ok... stop and think. how did this happen??
Hijab girl: Because u played around with setan.
Heartbreak boy: Please ah.. stay with me hear. im merely trying to help.
Hijab girl: calling me names ain't gona help you.
Heartbreak boy: When did i say that??
Hijab girl: You thought of it.
Heartbreak boy: This is getting weird.
Hijab girl: tell me about it. Hearing your thoughts is not what i had in mind for my superpowers.
Heartbreak boy: Back at ya. sheesh. and why do i hear only your thoughts? trust me, your not an optimistic person. i wouldn't
want to be in a kilometer radius close to you. You suck my energy dry.
Hijab girl: You have energy?? i thought u would be dried up by now, wasted with running and crying your heart out.
Heartbreak boy: I now have new perspectives on hijab girls.
Hijab girl: don't even go there..
***********
Hijab girl: MAYbe, we should just leave each other alone? surely it will go away.
Heartbreak boy: yah yah I heard what You thought. I'm going on that direction. You go that way.
Hijab girl: But I'm heading that way.
Heartbreak boy: WHAT EVER LAH! WALK!
Walks away.
***************************
Walks back. Meeting at the same place.
Hijab girl: You called me a bitch and i heard it. WE WERE FAR.
Heartbreak boy: We're doomed.
END.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Porn jugak.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Bismillah.
the ugly mass that he is carrying on his back,
That dark energy just pulling us into the same mess,
I pray that no one i love would feel that way,
Family & friends shall get my attention whenever it is needed,
..
for whoever he may be, or whatever he may have done,
I pray to him for calmness in life.
Amin.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
BONNI OR KLAID'S ? #1
It's simple.
Vote on who's music choice is better for the month.
BONNI'S OR KLAID'S?
To start of the first vote-off, here are the chosen ones:
BONNI'S:
KLAID'S:
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Bye Mye.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
Obsession
Seeing this. i think i might be liking car porn too.
vintage car porn.
the matt black one.. is a babe.
matt black '68 Pontiac GTO, can i have your number?
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Fried Pried - Ribbon in the Sky
Don't be fooled by their name.
They are one of the best.
It's been 3 years since the last time i heard this.
The best will always be the best.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Anyone at the door?
I checked once, but nothing's there. Wanted to go again, but thought better of it. Sometimes somethings are better left making noise by its own. Anyway, i guess that would be one of the causes on why I can't sleep. Another reason is the sore throat that's been bugging me. Hope I'm okay. check no fever yet.
Anyway, while browsing through youtube, found an awesome song by Tokyo Jihen (the one that I've posted before. Seriously, never heard this one before, and Shiina Ringo is, well..you can describe it for yourself aite.
And oh yah, i'm headin home tomorrow aite, can't stay here since they want to seal off the place for further actions. Heard that they'll be spraying the whole campus with some vaccine. Hope that works aite.
Haha, now, there're some weird voices that sounded more like singing at the door..aih, hope it's just in my head. Anyway, I'll be posting something up later on once I'm home yah. till then, adios brothers!
marunouchi sadistic
another awesome jazzy tune from the ever so stunning Miss Shiina Ringo and the powerhouse Tokyo Jihen. I'm fallin' head over heals again..
Quarantine.
It started off a week ago when a boy was confirmed to have been infected by a virus, and this place was quarantined for a couple of hours. Now, there are more than 60 cases been reported, half of them positive. Just now, an order has been issued that this place will be close down; every body's gone home. Me? I'm still here...
13.15 p.m. 16 July.
14 new cases were being reported. Every body's in full alert. Extra precautions been put up; though after a week of battling, the medical team declare retreat.
18.25 p.m. 16 July.
New decree; infected location - close down.
First priority - Evacuation.
20.00 p.m. 16 July.
Massive traffic jam; people were being moved out.
Danger parameter - notified.
22.16 p.m. 16 July.
No sign of subsiding - traffic were still heavy.
Evacuation current status - progressing.
23.59 p.m. 16 July.
Area infected - status : empty
00.01 p.m. 17 July.
I'm still here...
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Rise of the Talkatives.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Fight like a man, wuldcha?!
"The one that got a way. Guy's Have that, and serial killers have that."
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Jamie Lidell.
We've always been into funk.
Right Ali a.k.a Arab Phunk Machine ?
but this guy.. wow.
We might need a lil more space on our cd shelves huh now?
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Let's Get It on by Maceo Parker.
This one is as magical as the original by Marvin Gaye himself.
The best song.
The most remembered song.
Ahah.
P/s: Wait till the part when the bass player sings.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Death of the Autotune. The King is back.
No Melody, just plain words for the enemy.
You thought he be dead soon, but nah let it be death for the Autotune.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
50.
This one with the Bunny. i was 5. so shut up.
Yes i have such weird taste in MJ's Video clips.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
Yeti's Apprentice ft. Lela - Sexy Maneater
she's a maneater
all u got do is sell ur heart
all she gotta do is play her part
she'll tear u apart
she's a heart stealer
all u gotta do is fall for her
all she wana do is make things better
for her for her
ooh nothing's gona make it easierr
ooh uve been tricked by the sexy maneater
she's a heart breaker
all u shoulda done is run from her
but tht aint gona turn the game over
cuz she's on the watch tower
she's a boy hunter
boy u kno she's gona take u down
burn ur pockets then ur bank account
to buy her, her brand crown
ooh nothing's gona make it easierr
ooh uve been tricked by the sexy maneater
boy why u gota make things much sweeter
boy she could smell u like an aligator
she got the body
she got the mind
she got the lips
she got the style
she got the eyes
she knows the sign
when u start running
she's right behind
ooh nothing's gona make it easierr
ooh uve been tricked by the sexy maneater
boy why u gota make things much sweeter
boy she could smell u like an aligator
ooh nothing's gona make it easierr
ooh uve been tricked by sexy maneater
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Yeti's Apprentice - Gone on Sunday
I'll be gone by sunday
i feel ok
but it doesnt seem right
i'll be gone just like yesterday
i feel alright
but its never easy
i'll be gone tomorrow
cuz tdays a saturday
and i dont feel i can stay
for too long
for too long
so so long
so so long
hope we get along
along
and i'll be just fine fine fine fine
i'll be gone by sunday
i feel ok
i aint gona let em bite
i'll be gone by sunday
and i feel lovely
and imma tell u not to worry
cuz im a grown ass boy
so so long
so so long
not too long
not too long
so long
so so long
I'll be just fine fine fine fine
Friday, June 19, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
RAP SHIT.
Babe I be goin sumwhere far,
from the earth and I don't mean the bar,
and You cant get there with just,
an of engine car.
Cuz i use a big transportation,
more like a spaceship,
just to make this big leap,
just to make this big leave,
just to make an exit,
with nothin in the back sit,
just me n my heart beat,
goin at the same speed,
exactly like a spaceship,
Imma miss u a lot,
but this got to stop,
how come everrtime i be the mop?
cleanin of the floors,
after u cried and u poored.
All i gotta say is no more..
All i gotta say is no more..
All i gotta say is no more..
All i gotta say is no more..
All i gota say is..
I'll be on the moon and I'll see u soon,
I'll be on the moon and I'll see u soon,
I'll be on the moon and I'll see u soon,
I'll be on the moon and I'll see u soon,
I promise i'll try n write letters,
I hope you try n get better,
I promise we both be happier,
Honestly we dont need each other,
You used to be the salt and i was the pepper,
We made everything taste a lot better,
But too much of both make it taste bitter,
Too much of both is what we can't cater.
Wait, come to think of it,
its just sadder,
If I kept smothering u with these letters,
What I do and where I go it dont matter,
Well I'll just pray for You n Him to get better.
Wait, come to think of it,
it's just sadder.
If I kept sending u all these sorry letters,
I can deny it but it still dont matter,
Cuz what i feel inside it'll soon get better.
So im off,
off to take off,
this aint no bluff,
my mind and my body are cuffed,
to the main idea of,
speeding to the moon,
just to keep us out of tune,
different wavelenghts,
different pavement,
i have no statement,
to ease this tension,
no reaction?,
dissapointment,
no more action,
just seperation.
All i gotta say is no more..
All i gotta say is no more..
All i gotta say is no more..
All i gotta say is no more..
All i gotta say is..
I'll be on the moon and I'll see u soon,
I'll be on the moon and I'll see u soon,
I'll be on the moon and I'll see u soon,
Give me time to heal cuz I love u still.
by Mr. Wrong.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
At first I thought it was quite peculiar in a way that I couldn't describe it, I mean to say the visit itself, and yes the time of our meeting was quite late, but you know, those sort of things that made you wonder would eventually evaporated into the air, usually when you are in the company of a fellow friend.
Truthfully, it's been quite a long time since we had that moment of just sitting down and talk, a long time as in more than a year actually. And so to that, I was, honestly, wrecking my brain hard to have that momentum again. But you know, as easy as it were before, I did got it back...
We talk a lot, about many things and people and such. He told me of his some old stories and shared me many new experiences. In return, I did the same. Though on what started as funny ones, it became the unhappy ones. But it was satisfying all the same.
Among all things that he mentioned, one thing really intrigued me, and it is...